November 11, 2004

• I’m a Nertz-a-holic. What can I say? We played again last night, and it seems that my playing is really off/on/off. I started out REALLY good, dominating the first half-hour of the game. Then I fell behind for the next hour, and by the last half-hour was busting ahead to the lead…but by that time Mike already had won. That stinks! I wish I were a more consistant player…

  Are you all on Day 17 of the book Better Together? I’m telling you what-I can think of a coulple people that it would be really hard to show respect to like it says I should…and yet, I need to.
  These chapters, combined with Chuck’s messages the last couple of WED nights, have been pretty strongly showing me that I have a lot of work to do. NOT that I thought I was perfect! But it gives me REALLY specific areas to focus on, and a lot to think about. It is kinda hard to balance the way I need to lead, with showing respect to everyone. I.E. I can’t stop a rehearsal with 80 people in the room and listen to one persons question about “Where am I supposed to stand?” when we passed out very detailed sheet with all that info on it long ago, OR listen intently to someone who is talking incessently about something when I have one minute ’til church starts and have GOT to start the service on time-or Pastor Baize will kill me!!! (not really kill me…just in case anyone misunderstands…)

  So it’s a little hard to try and figure this stuff out-and balance showing love and respect…I know there are ways, I’m just praying to figure it out.

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