Month: February 2005

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    Psalm 40: 1-3
      1 I waited patiently for the LORD ;
        he turned to me and heard my cry.
      2 He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
        out of the mud and mire;
        he set my feet on a rock
        and gave me a firm place to stand.
      3 He put a new song in my mouth,
        a hymn of praise to our God.
        Many will see and fear
        and put their trust in the LORD .
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    Hmmm…patiently. Yikes!
    Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord-as a result of what they see from my praising! That’s a big responsibility! I am always telling our choir that how they look on stage is a humongous part of what they are doing. We can be the best singers ever, but if we look dead on stage, then why sing? We’ve got to lead our congregation, both by singing and by entering into the presence of the Lord ourselves.

    We’re home. The trip back was long and arduous…at least for the boys. It’s really those last couple of hours that really kill ya. The last hour the kids kept waking up on a rotating cycle, crying and wanting to be out of their seats. Poor little guys…but we’re happy to be back!

    Oh yeah, and by the way, I won at Trivial Pursuit 90′s edition on Saturday night! OK, it wasn’t just me-it was guys against girls, but our team won, and I contributed many answers, including the final one to win the game! Yahoo!!! I’m the master gamer! I challenge ANYONE OF YOU to a duel! Just try to beat me! HA!

    Oh yeah, and Clay Aiken is the bomb.

  • I must say that I did not anticipate playing this much Nertz. I think we played once at Christy’s parents house in Chico, and now we’ve played about 4 or 5 seperate games here in Twain Harte. But I will tell you that I have won every single game. I am the Nertz King. I’m the best! The only person I haven’t beaten is that Tina girl…and she keeps avoiding us when we actually might get a rematch. Granted, we only played once with her-but she beat Mike and I…it was humiliating. The only thing I had against me was that my darling wife wasn’t playing with us that evening. She is my good luck charm, and I never win without her. She is the wind beneath my wings…Thanks dear!!


    The Jubilee is on Saturday (tomorrow…). It’s is fun. The kids are having fun playing with their cousins. We’ll be back to San Diego soon! Derek is going to do a bang up job with worship on Sunday! I’m so relaxed knowing that he’s gonna be leading while I’m gone. He’s the bomb! He’s the bomb.com!


    I guess this is “link to other blogs” entry for me…don’t know why. It’s so much easier to do the linking on this PC. BUT there is no reason I would EVER trade my Mac for any other computer in the world. Except for a better Mac…HA!


    Oh yeah, and I’M THE NERTZ KING!

  • Psalm 38 and 39-some pretty strange ones…Although, I guess they’re not that out of the ordinary, it’s just such a stark contrast from David praising the Lord to David pleading with the Lord. From a readers standpoint, it’s like he’s an emotional basketcase. One chapter he is marveling at God’s greatness and splendor, and the next two chapters he’s begging God to save him from the pit of despair. Just seems like some huge mood swings…but then I gotta tell ya, I doubt I’m too far from that kinda personality. I too have days when I feel like everything is going smoothly, God is directing my steps…then I have days where I feel like I can’t even catch my breath between attacks from the enemy-and I no doubt am asking God to save me from the pit at that point… I gotta tell ya-this King David guy is my homey…


    OK- how much disdain to I have for Shark Tale? I cannot even begin to describe it. I just am so annoyed at that movie, for every reason and none at all. Nathaniel loves it, I hate it. I can’t explain it, I don’t know what my problem is, but it’s horrible…Nathaniel wanted to watch it last night with Grandma and Grandpa, but I just couldn’t do it. Just hearing it from the next room was bad enough. I DO hate mob movie stuff (don’t try and get me to watch the Godfather, I won’t do it), so all the mob-type jokes drive me nuts. I don’t really like the fake fish world they created, I think it’s highly unoriginal and too weird. Gangsta fish? a giant whale wash? Times square underwater? Underwater graffiti? It all is just a big contrast to the Finding Nemo and Toy Story type of animated flicks that actually make you think you’re in that world…I don’t know. I hate it.


    I honestly thought that I wouldn’t get that much time to blog, oh well, here I am.

  • Hmmm…I think I love DSS TV. Unfortunately, we could never have this at our house. We watch plenty of TV as it is without 125 channels. Having DSS would be like saying I want to go on a diet and deciding to live in a Krispy Kreme store…it would be insane…we would not be able to stop watching TV EVER! Good thing we just have basic channels…but I will say, I have had fun browsing around here or there while the kids are napping and getting an old SNL or X-Files episode. But again, I do miss the Super Nintendo. I actually saw a Game Stop store today and sat there looking at the Game Cube on sale for pretty cheap!! Not that I ACTUALLY considered buying it, but I can’t tell you I didn’t think about it, for at least a few minutes. Hmmm…but that wouldn’t make sense either…Game Cube is no Super NES. I mean, who can beat 16-bit technology?? And a game controller with only 6 buttons (besides the up-down-left-right key and start/stop and select). All you really need to beat Mike at Street Fighter II is the L/R buttons and a few hip moves with Guile…you know I beat you the last two or three times we played. You CAN NOT deny it-lest you be a big, fat, hairy liar.


    On another note, Christy’s dad is doing pretty good. They decided at his most recent appointment to do an angioplasti this coming Monday, and if he needs some stints, they’ll do them right away…I guess that’s good news.


    I’m suprised at how fast this dial-up modem is going. Obviously, it’s terrible, but not as bad as I remember when I used dial-up. (so glad to have cable modem..). My parents just got DSL also. Welcome to the world of broadband. Now all they need is an iMac and they’ll be all set!!


    Other news…new iPod mini just came out. It’s a 6GB version (as opposed to the original 4GB). Now you can have 1500 songs instead of only 1000 and up to 18 hours of battery life. Nice. The REALLY good news is that the 4GB iPod Mini is now only $199. That’s a sweet price…hmm. I guess no one like the tan version, cause now it’s GONE.


    This is our last night in Chico. We’ll be heading down to Twain Harte on Thursday. Hooray for Jubilee! btw-Jubilee is this ginormous (Elf) fundraiser that my parents put on every year for the school I attended K-12 grade. It raises about $50,000 for the school, and is a large event. Kinda like those fundraisers they do on The Apprentice. In fact, I’m calling Trump right now…just a small donation, Mr. Trump?

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    That was Baby Noah typing….and now he’s mad ’cause I took him away…but things are OK, cause now he found the piano. What a nice song he’s playing!!! (I think it’s in C major…HAHAHAHA)…ok that’s only funny if you know that basically he can only reach the white notes on the piano…ok, maybe it’s not that funny…oh well..


    So Mary tells me that she (and perhaps a couple of my other string-playing friends)  played for John Williams last year…WHAT!?!? That guy has been one of the most influential composers for me in my musical journey. I love his orchestrations-his film scores are marvelous! He has written some of the most memorable themes of the 20th Century…Who doesn’t know the Star Wars theme-Indiana Jones, ET, Jurassic Park…or even more recently-Harry Potter? I mean, this dude’s a genius! I am soo jealous…


    We’re in Chico-it’s pretty up here. Rained more on the way up…sun is shining today. Mike misses us. That’s nice…Mike, you should NOT move to Kansas. San Diego does not suck, it only sucks for you because you don’t have a roomate, which leaves things quite pricey…and let me tell you-I’ve been to Kansas, it is NO O.C.


    Time for breakfast!!

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    I’m in Twain Harte right now, and it’s about 48 degrees up here in the sun, but that’s cool…the trip up here was really bad until we got to Bakersfield. All through The O.C. and L.A. it was raining, so there was pretty bad traffic. I was annoyed…I mean, it was Sunday afternoon for goodness sake! There’s no traffic on Sunday!! Argh…but the worst happened when Christy started driving right before the grapevine. It really started downpouring–I mean REALLY bad. Water was all over the freeway and it was still pretty busy on the road so cars were splashing up water all over the place in addition to the heavy downpour. We finally stopped at the North end of the grapevine and traded places again because it had been so stressful during that leg of the drive. Then it stopped raining…heeheehee! Overall, it took us about 9 1/2 hours to get here…not too bad considering the circumstances! We’ll be heading up to Chico after lunch to spend some time with Christy’s parents. Thanks for all your prayers! We’re safe and sound! And Baby Noah only cried for about 30 minutes before finally settling down to bed after he had slept in the car for 3 hours, and then been woken up in a shock when we arrived. Oooh, that was a really bad sentance, forgive me…


    My selfishness perhaps was at an all time high this morning. I hate my selfishness, it is a really bad trait of mine. It works for me as a leader because I am able to implement what I want to do becauseI think it is the best thing and am able to do it well and convince others to do it too…but it doesn’t work so well as a husband…it just festers unhappiness, because my wife constantly puts me first, and I constantly put me first, so we’re both putting me first and no one is thinking of anyone but me! Umm…that’s not good…My selfishness needs to go away, so you guys can pray for me. Thanks. And that’s about as honest as I will get in this wonderful public journal…I dooo love my xanga!!! (btw-not being sarcastic, I do love xanga!!)


    Our kids are great! I love them so much! I’m reading the NEW Dare to Discipline (new meaning it was written in the 70′s and updated in the 90′s…that’s not really THAT new…) and it really is a good book. I wish I made more time to read. I like reading when I’m doing it, I just loathe it when I’m not…does that make sense!


    A side note: being in TH makes me miss the Super Nintendo…I wish I never sold mine on ebay!!

  • AHhhh…it’s raining hard outside. I LOVE that sound-rain on the roof…it’s awesome! Probably wouldn’t be so awesome if I lived in Seattle, but for us San Diegans-it’s COOLness…

    I had another weird dream last night. Not bad-weird, just weird-weird…I tell ya, I feel like I haven’t had dreams for years, and now I’m having them again, or something. Oh well, I’m sure that’s not the case, I just happen to be aware of them now…I think this one had to do with a church service…Oh yeah-we were singing our special music (the one we’re doing today) and there was only about six of us singing on the risers. So few that I hopped up there and joined them. Then I had to go change into jogging clothes…but then back into church clothes for the invitation…I’m so messed up…I also had a rough time sleeping last night. I kept waking up. This is very atypical, I usually just sleep like a rock all night…

    I’ll be in-n-out this week on the blog. I might not be around a computer as much. But I’ll keep in touch.

    Oh yeah, and that great big news I said I had…our choir was asked to premiere a musical by Mike Speck at MUSICalifornia this year!!! WOAH! What an honor and a privilege! It’s like the Oscars of church choral music…not that any awards are given away…it’s just a huge deal! He said Travis Cottrell might even be able to sing one of the songs with us (he did it on the recording). I was like, Yeah-huh! So we’re gonna cram 10 rehearsal into 4 weeks to learn this thing–but that’s Ok, it’ll be cake. Our choir rocks so they’ll be able to handle it!
    Go Midway Praise Choir!!!

  • RED ALRET! RED ALERT!
    I actually had a dream last night…not a good one, either…
    So, some of you may know that my wife, Christy, has occasionally blogged about her dreams–some of the craziest things I’ve ever heard of happen in her dreams…kissing Commander Chakotay, dating Mr. Incredible (yes, the superhero…). But me, never…I never dream…or at least, I thought so…
    So we were at APU (Christy and I) in this building that was brand new. I think it was the Theology building, but it wasn’t the REAL new Theology building, it was one that had taken the place of the old one, but was much bigger. It had a huge lobby, filled with books, and sculptures and stuff…It was wider than it was long, and there were lots of windows and glass doors on the wide entrance wall-a wall that in my head now was facing the Rose Garden, but of course, the Rose Garden wasn’t there. It was a large patio. I think we were in the future…but not really…anywho. Weird things started going on outside, but we didn’t know what it was. Then everyone that was in the lobby (a substantial amount of people) stopped talking and milling about, and faced the doors and windows looking up. There were small explosions happening outside, in the air. People were throwing bombs, but these weren’t people, they were terrorists. (side note here, this part is very strange ’cause I’ve never been afraid of terrorists or anything). These homemade bombs were going off all over the place in the air. Slightly amusing now, is the fact that they were made out of those enema bags…filled up with explosive stuff…it was all homemade…
    I think the worst part about the dream was the anticipation of what was going to happen next. Were they on the campus (like that old movie “Red Dawn”)? Were they going to invade the building? Was the building locked down? Was anyone helping from the outside? Was there a back way out that wasn’t surrounded by terrorists??
    I absolutely woke up in a panic. It was one of the scariest feelings I’ve had. My heart was pounding. It was pitch black in our room and deathly silent. I can’t say I’ve experienced something like that in a loooonng time…very weird.

    On another note, we tried to go see that Hitch movie again with our buds Mike and Karen. It was one of the worst movie going experiences I’ve had EVER. People were talking non-stop. Security from the theatre came in several times, asking people to leave. Kids kept coming in and out, talking and making noise. We finally left about 2/3 through the movie and got vouchers to come back another time. It was like being in a poorly-run Jr. High classroom. Just out-of-control…I’m sure you’ll hear about it from everyone else, too…but btw, that Hitch movie is GOOD…

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    Psalm 36:5-7
    Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens,
    Your faithfulness to the skies.
    Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains,
    Your justice like the great deep.
    O Lord, you preserve both man and beast.
    How priceless is your unfailing love!
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    A beautiful picture of the Lord. I remember back to when I was a freshman at APU; I had a meeting with the Pastor of a church where I was leading worship. He asked me what God was teaching me, and I thought about it for a second and then responded with something like “That He is so big. So complex that we’ll never be able to actually fathom Him. That even our smartest Theologians and brightest professors will never be able to grasp even an ounce of His greatness, because He is so big.” I think he was dumbfounded…I don’t really remember what happened after that, or what he said, I just remember that he was not quite getting what I said…

  • I have some REALLY incredible news that right now I have to keep secret… (no we’re not pregnant…)

    I’ll let you know next week what it is!!!!

  • Oh boy, I’m tired. We got this new mattress pad thingy on the bed…I kept waking up in the middle of the night ’cause I was too comfortable. I kept tossing and turning ’cause I wasn’t used to it or something. Then Nathaniel comes in at 5:30 AM to “cuddle”…AHHHHH go back to your own room! (he has the worst jimmy feet…)
    This thing was so comfy though, it was really hard to get up…I felt like I was sleeping on a cloud…

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    Psalm 35:28
    My tongue will speak of your righteousness, and of your praises all day long.
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    I think I’m far from this promise to the Lord. Sure, I talk about God in the day and stuff, but to speak God’s praises all day…I don’t think I’m there, by any means. A little bit of a bummer! But as always, it gives me something to work on.
    I may be out of this for a while next week. Christy and I are going to see our parents in Northern CA…just in case I don’t make it to a computer.

    Memory verse is still:
    “All a man’s ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the Lord.”
    Proverbs 16:2